Throughout my life, source has been calling on me in many ways. As a child I was confused on how to respond to this calling that felt like the voice of my ancestors. Of course I was too young to even understand what that means, but nonetheless I always heard this call from what felt like an omnipotent presence. I was present to this invisible force that kept pulling my attention yet I found confusion in my ability to respond. Through societal conditioning, I accepted the limitations that was given. I always thought that I needed to fit in with the crowd in order to be liked or impressionable to others. In my teenage years I was gifted new levels of natural awareness. I started to feel the expansion of my conscience as I watched the conditioning diminish. Throughout my life the call from source has never let up, only intensified. 

As I became more aware of my Self at a young age, I started getting strict with everything I was communing with. I stopped eating animal flesh, stopped following religion, quit watching TV, friends got cut off and I canceled all the ideas of what my future should be. I denied everything Babylon tried to feed me. I made myself completely receptive to the messages from source. I learned how cleaning my vessel — my body — made me a more conducive conduit to the messages from spirit. I recognized that the voices of source that have been coming to me since a young boy was actually the nature within me responding to who ‘I am’.

Before I even decided what I wanted to do with my life, I realized my life was already written in stone. The presence of this calling within me had never shifted or left my being from day one. This calling has been shining upon me my entire life like the sun high in the sky. I believe it will only grow exponentially in clarity, now that I’ve paired my awareness with attention, multiplied by my intention. 

As I look inside myself I see the truth of every human. We all have our own calling, specific to our individuality. Every person has a purpose, that is why we are alive within the presence of nature. 

An important aspect of my calling is to step in to bravery. I have given myself so much value that I have become a producer of truth. A lot of my work is being done behind the scenes for now yet the opportunity to share this light is always here for me. This is where my bravery comes in to play. It feels very easy for me to receive, meditate, and resonate with truth. Something within me has always wanted to share the good news with others, whatever it may be. Having experienced a lack of confidence and courage in my childhood has actually only prepared me for the impact I’m making in the world. Now is the time in my life I start expressing the clarity I’ve amassed because true self love is so selfish that it’s selfless. By valuing the potential of change that I can create from the spark in my words, Im given an audience ready to listen. 

Don’t let your mind limit your mind. I found success to be a moving target because we naturally create more desires that drive our spirit. I used to limit my own mind by continuing the chase of seeking greater knowledge. With where I’m at in my life now, I’m finding more value in my ability to share the knowledge I already have, the clarity I’ve already back tested. This weighs more in value than seeking more knowledge for myself because how my light may enlighten another. Within this post of reflection, Source has asked me to keep my expression simple. Meeting people where they’re at can be much more impactful than trying to build a ladder for them to reach you.  

This past week we experienced a numerical anomaly in our calendar system here on earth.

2/22/22.

Physical alignment is only a reflection of vibrational alignment so the energy was very potent this day. Naturally, when things feel aligned and the energy feels good, we become more intentional with our actions. I attended a sound healing meditation circle on 2/22 to intentionally submerse my Self with this alignment. We gathered in a beautifully curated space where everything was placed with intention. The actions of intention cleared the path for our energies to assimilate with the cosmic flow. I tapped in, listening to the messages streaming through. Here are some thoughts I captured that were surfacing at this meditation.

I am the spirit of awareness.

I am the soul of consciousness.

I am the light of God.

Communification of lights liberation 

Livicated within my provision 

Truth is eternal 

Acceptance is allowance 

Gratitude is for greatness 

She already decided 

Precision cane from decision 

Everything serves something 

Ritual is the husk of true faith 

Whatever has no use has no place 

It feels like an experiment of Self to release my personal, intimate thoughts with the world. Im allowing this expression to act as a journal of a black mans mind, where so much value can be found within. Im letting go of any and all negative self judgment in order to receive the rise of a confident soul. Im grateful for this space that we hold as humans to listen and connect with one another. I pray and trust this message finds you in divine timing, as it did for me.